The Loneliness (365 Day 8)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6rJn_TEu5Y

I'm never so lost, I can't find my way

Been searching, but I have never seen

A turning, a turning from deceit

'Cause the child rose as life

Tried to reveal what I could feel

I can't understand myself anymore

'Cause I'm still feeling lonely

Feelin' so unholy

'Cause the child rose as life

Tried to reveal what I could feel

And this loneliness

It just won't leave me alone, ohh no

I'm fooling somebody

A faithless path I roam

Deceiving, to breathe this secretly

A silence, this silence I can't bear

'Cause the child rose as life

Tries to reveal what I could feel

And this loneliness

It just won't leave me alone, ohh no

And this loneliness,

It just won't leave me alone

A lady of one ...

It was a beautiful day. I spent it by myself. *sigh* I really really wanted to hang out and shoot today. Sadly it seems like everyone was either busy, sick, or too far away. I normally don't mind spending so much time alone, but it's starting to get to me. I am feeling more and more social, and therefore more and more lonely. I wish so many of my friends didn't live so far away. I wish so many things.

I'm going to go attempt to shake off this mood. Hopefully tomorrow will be a happier day.

April 15th