Waiting For Never (365 Day 26)

It was a pretty good day today. I woke up late because of messing up my sleep scheulde. I didn't mind though. The only sad thing was Erin ended up being busy in the afternoon. She had been supposed to join me and Beebs on this mission. Ah well. There is always a next time.

Beebs came over this afternoon and did our makeup for the shoot. You can't get the full picture of what it looked like from this image, but it looked rad.

We headed out to one of the abandoned buildings that I had scouted. I love this place and I knew exactly what I wanted to do for my self portrait.

I wanted this image to portray a timeless moment of waiting and longing. I feel so lonely sometimes. I fear I will be alone forever. Photography is the great love in my life, and while it is fulfilling, I still feel a little empty. Wishing, hoping, and waiting for never.

From the way that my heart feels when I look at this image, I think I may have managed to capture that. I am very thankful to Beebs for being a part of this self expression.

I shall not dwell. I will shoot and move on. Tomorrow is another day.

May 3rd